Blew out my flip flop.

I've been doing some soul searching lately. Well, for awhile really.

My quarter life crisis has finally sunk in, I think. Waahhh!

It's about that time I figure out what kind of "adult" I'm going to be.
I know I want to work hard and be successful and I know I want to be happy.

Three little things.

What does it take to be truly happy? I like to think it depends on the moment.
Life is a series of moments. Some happy, some not so much.

I envy people who work hard for a living. I also envy how they feel after a satisfying days work.

Lately, I haven't been appreciating where I work. (working for 10% less than what I was being paid before will do that to a guy)

Not appreciating my work seriously bothers me.

I still feel like I have a window of opportunity to do what I want to do. But I feel like it's shutting slowly on me.
I know I have the rest of my life to accomplish what I want to do. I feel like I need to start living for today and stop worrying about tomorrow. Tomorrow will come and I'll appreciate it then.

Part of me thinks it might be time to set it aside my current line of work and pick up the family trade. The great debate.

I just worry I won't be good enough for it. There are some pretty big shoes before me. I also don't know where my heart lays right now. I know it just wants to be satisfied.

Time to man up. Quit being a sally Zachariah get to it.